I. Graduated. From. College...Now what?
Seriously, these past few days, all I can think about is what am I supposed to do with my life. Just thinking about it, my mind gets frozen from fear and uncertainty. I'm so worried I won't be able to make it in life.
Growing up, I've been that quiet girl, that girl who doesn't talk,...uh who? Yeah, my life. (Sadly, I do have a superpower, which is invisibility). I just always found it hard to talk to people. I always get so weird and awkward in front of others. Seeing people I know, I just have this reflex of looking down or the opposite direction. I've never had a friend whom I was able to be myself when I was around them. Socializing is something that I struggle with ALL the time. On top of that, I really don't have any confidence. No confidence and unable to socialize made me super depressed when I started college. These four years in college have been so hard, not because of the school work, but just because of the whole life part. I felt really lonely and lost, but I didn't know what I was supposed to do. I wanted to give up so bad.
Thankfully, I found support and inspiration from Youtubers, music, and dramas. I literally was living on the words of these amazing people as well as quotes and lyrics. I found that once you have hope, you can get through anything :). I am slowly moving forward and improving each and every day. I don't really know what my purpose is in life, but I wanted this blog to be the start of something new. If I can't talk to people face to face, I guess I'll just write to them.
Hopefully, through this blog, I'll be able to share the things that helped me get through life, and in turn help, encourage, or inspire you---think of it as a star for you ^_^
I hope anyone who reads this tries something new. It can be anything from trying a new dish to picking up a new hobby. Any improvement is still improvement no matter how small or big.Whatever it is, I would love to know!
~Have a Happy Day! :)
